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You have tried to reach Dorian Pavus, and have unfortunately failed. But, if you leave a message I will probably get back to you as soon as I can. Unless I've reason to avoid you, but leave a message anyway.

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Date: 2019-10-29 04:36 am (UTC)
defaulthawke: (= turn and look)
From: [personal profile] defaulthawke
[It's been too long. This is ridiculous. He can't- he can't run. Can't waste this chance with a new Dorian, a new chance to find something precious. When has he ever turned away from someone he cares about just because they hurt him? It's not a good enough reason to cut someone off.]

Hey.

Date: 2019-10-29 04:59 am (UTC)
defaulthawke: (- sad listening)
From: [personal profile] defaulthawke
Don't.

[Practically unheard-of, for Garrett Hawke to shut down defensive flippancy.]

He loves you. You don't remember, but he does. He said it to you not long before we got together. It was the first thing he told me when we did.

Date: 2019-10-29 05:11 am (UTC)
defaulthawke: (- what the fuck)
From: [personal profile] defaulthawke
[He video calls Dorian, and if Dorian doesn't answer will keep doing so until he picks up.]

He's met or known about a lot of versions of me. You're not the first friend we've met who didn't remember us.

[They've done this shit before.]

He knows you're not the same. But you need to be careful with him. You- or him- Dorian Pavus was one of my best friends, and someone I could've- but if you hurt him, I mean you when you're in your right mind...

[He trails off. It's a threat, but it's a sentence he can't finish. Or maybe he just doesn't want to.]

Give him a chance. He's a good friend to have, and pretty spectacular in bed.

Date: 2019-11-21 09:43 am (UTC)
defaulthawke: (= sympathetic)
From: [personal profile] defaulthawke
[Garrett doesn’t look convinced.]

Maybe he wants the chance to be painfully reminded of the man he loved. You never know- maybe starting over, as heartbreaking as it is, sounds better than never seeing you again.

[ He honestly isn’t sure if he’s still talking about Barry. ]

Date: 2019-11-21 04:31 pm (UTC)
defaulthawke: (- brooding)
From: [personal profile] defaulthawke
[ Garrett catches himself about to open his mouth and say some stupid shit. ]

I think I’m doing that whole “yelling about someone else, even though I’m talking about myself” thing.

[ honestly, he hadn’t realized he felt this strongly about it. The realization is... strange. ]

Look, Dorian... [ quieter. ] I know you, or some version of you. Life hasn’t been the same without you in it. It’s a bit fucked to finally have you back, then the first big thing to happen is... that. And now I feel itchy and weird when I think about you, and you won’t even look at me.

Date: 2019-11-21 05:16 pm (UTC)
defaulthawke: (= look down)
From: [personal profile] defaulthawke
[true to Dorian’s words, Garrett can’t maintain this video eye contact with him for very long. He has to look down, at his drink, at his shoes, somewhere. ]

That’s not quite it. [ Quietly. ] I wasn’t in love with him. The timing was all wrong, with Anders and Justice, and then Barry... and he... [ sigh. ] He hated me in the end, over something that really wasn’t my fault. I’ve done plenty of things to be a bastard, but that wasn’t one of them.

Date: 2019-11-21 05:49 pm (UTC)
defaulthawke: (= listening :c)
From: [personal profile] defaulthawke
[And now we come to Garrett Hawke’s greatest weakness: his heart. He has always had too much of it and opens it too easily, making room for anyone he meets more than once who seems to have a story, a heartbreak, or a mission. The Dorian he knew had all three, and once a person has wormed into Hawke’s heart, a part of him will always belong to them. It’s strong enough that the tone in Dorian’s voice makes him look up, ignoring the twinge of instinctual fear in his chest at the man’s familiar, once-adored face.]

Dorian Pavus is a man worth knowing. [It’s simple. Devoid of his usual bullshit.] I can’t imagine a Thedas so different that that isn’t true.

Date: 2019-11-24 05:00 pm (UTC)
defaulthawke: (= listening :c)
From: [personal profile] defaulthawke
[ Hawke honestly doesn’t begrudge Dorian this anger. ]

I already have someone who loves me. But I wouldn’t mind making a friend- or even just someone to have drinks with.

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